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[THE WOMEN OF ISLAND 2012-2013] In this series, I wanted to reveal an emotional conflict from none fluctuation life of thirty women. Social position and financial responsibility which is given to thirty women causes a different kind of anxiety unlike twenty's life. For me, I thought I could live a settled life after getting a job but noting was changed. And even my life isn't unhappy, the anxiety suddenly comes and drives me nuts. Seemingly happy, but sometimes hidden feeling behind the breathtaking usual day makes me isolated from others.

서른을 지날 무렵 나의 한계를 깨달아가는 슬픈 현실과 마주하게 되었다. 이렇게 살려고 아등바등 살아온 것이 아닌데, 무언가 속았다는 생각도 들고 허무함도 밀려왔다. 이번 작업을 통해 서른 즈음의 여성에게 찾아오는 삶에 대한 정체감, 이로부터 파생되는 감정적 충돌을 드러내고자 했다. 나이 서른의 여성에게 주어지는 사회 위치적, 경제적 책임감은 지난 이십대 때의 그것과는 다른 종류의 불안감을 가지게 한다. 잘 살아가고 있는 건지, 직장을 가지고 나면 어느 정도 안정될 줄 알았는데, 삶이 행복하지 않는 것도 아닌데 하며 문득 찾아오는 불안감이 있다. 이런 감정들은 점점 나를 타인으로부터 고립되게 만들었다.

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